God’s Little Multi-tasker

Now, when I don’t know what to do I do nothing; it seems to be working, but I might be going backwards, my backwardness is entirely possible.

Going backwards is new to me, if I am, that is, going backwards. It’s possible I’ll meet my great grandfather there, a man of silence who’s made a safe harbor for me so I can sleep peacefully.

Meantime, I’ve dropped a book at my feet! Yes, it is the book I was reading at the time, the time I when I was just this moment sitting down to read. I read when I cannot sleep, though I often stop sleeping when I read, causing confusion between dream and reality.

Doing too much at once, then not doing enough, bouncing back and forth from doing to undoing is what I do. It’s the game I play; sleeping and waking never seem to end.